February 2, 2010 my head in the clouds
My blog title should not suggest that I believe I am better than anyone or anything, real or unreal. My title merely says that I am here, real, and living. I don’t have a set purpose for writing about any one subject or a set goal for the end. As I have tried before (and not exactly failed but never really finished), I will try to write or muse about my life because it makes me feel better. I have a lot to say and no one to talk to sometimes. I am searching for my life’s meanings, constantly beating myself down for not being where others are. I try being the best person I can be but always feel like it’s not good enough. I am a good friend and a better lover. I’m trying to move on in life, trying to let go of the past, and figure out what it is I want for the future.
Also, while ADD does not run my life, it does temporarily seem to disable me. I will forget to write in this blog. I will plan to write in this blog but not get around to it way later than I intended. I will focus way too long on making everything on my blog perfect. I will want to post a million gazillion pictures to share with you but will try to refrain.
Anyway, whether you follow this blog or not, please drop a line to let me know you’re there. I really like to talk about life, I like to hear how other’s are living, I really want to connect with other people wanting to share the same. I love being a Pisces!
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